I miss childhood. Reality scares me, and I just want to escape to the imaginary place. Where no one is hurt, broken, abused, used, unloved, unnoticed. Do you understand?

And I wish that, I could tell you I'm ready to be with you. But i don't know when/if i ever will be ready. But when i am, i hope that you are still there. I want to be a happy person, and so i keep chanting to myself, Love is patient love is kind.